Episode 26
It’s almost like he’s pouring all his emotions into the kiss, the kiss is full of longing.
But longing for what?
I close my eyes and savour the moment, I let him take control of the kiss. I feel his hand go under my crop top, he cups my br**st.
Then he uses his other hand to carry me on his lap.
He moves from my lip to my neck, sucking on it greedily. I couldn’t help the moan that left my mouth.
“Jackson…”
He continues his attack on my neck, until he hits my soft spot and I gasp for air. I choke on my moan.
“Jackson…”
His hand move to unclip my bra. That’s when I come to my senses, I made a mistake once, now I’m about to make it happen again.
No I can’t, I shouldn’t.
I’m on a mission, I’m here to help my best friend not seek pleasure. I hold his hand and stand up from his lap quickly.
“I’m s-sorry” I said.
He furrows his brows.
“What happened? Was I too fast?” He asks.
I shake my head, tears forming up in my eyes.
“I can’t, so sorry” then I run out of his room straight to my room and lock the door against me. I fall on the ground and begin to cry.
What is wrong with me?. Why is my body craving for his touch? When I first had sxx with him, I didn’t know he was the Jackson Mark.
But now that I know who he is, I can’t bear to do this with him.
Thinking about the lives I’m helping Lizzy take revenge for, I begin feeling guilty.
I can’t be selfish, I will keep my distance and uncover his secrets as fast as I could.
*INSIDE JACKSON'S ROOM*
I honestly don’t know why I kissed Mirabel. I was surprised at my action, I don’t understand myself anymore, Jackson said.
I know I like her, I can’t be with her. But why is it that I don’t like it when she talk to other guys?
And why do I always want to have her around me?. I can’t be with her, I don’t do relationships. If I be with her I might hurt her, he said.
But I really want her…. I’m so confused. I don’t know what to do.
Should I just give in to this feelings?
To be continued.....
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