Episode 27
But I really want her…. I’m so confused. I don’t know what to do.
Should I just give in to this feelings?
Everyone that is close to me always leave me behind, except Bright, what if she leaves me too?
Jackson closes his eyes and rest his head back on the sofa.
I’ll just give in let me see how far I can go, he said.
But I must protect my past, or she might leave if she finds out about it. He glance at the clock, it’s 9:00pm.
I guess it’s time for bed. He climb into his bed and close his eyes.
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Waking up to a loud bang and thud, I sit on my bed and hear Jackson’s voice screaming.
Then it clicked in my head, I forgot to give him his meds!
How careless of me.
I quickly jump down from my bed and run to his room, I push the door open and enter without knocking.
I saw Jackson kicking and banging his head on the headboard of his bed.
“No dad! I’m sorry, it’s my fault! Dad please!” He is chanting.
He is having a nightmare! And from what I’m seeing, this nightmare is what happened to him.
“Mom stay! Don’t go! Mom wake up! Wake up, I promise to be good! Mom! Dad, Mom, dad… Dad!” He continues shouting.
What should I do?
I climb into his bed and cradled him to my chest, gently patting his back. He grip my hand as if his life depended on it.
“Emelda, Emelda wake up! Mom, Emelda. Mom!”
What can I do to help him wake up?
Now I know why he needs those meds every night, it’s because of his nightmares.
I shake him to wake up, and whisper his name in his ear but he didn’t wake up.
How can I help him wake up?.
After much thought, I put my lips on his, and begin to move against his lip slowly.
Soon he stops shouting and he slowly open his eyes.
He looks at me surprise, I guess he’s wondering what I’m doing in his room at this hour.
“I.. I.. you were having a nightmare. I’m sorry” I said.
I stand up to leave, but he quickly pull me back.
To be continued.....
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